I'm instinctively very suspicious and guarded, and I try to counteract it so much. I find reason allows you to be open, and my only sort of ambition in life is to try and be as open as possible. 我本性疑心重又谨慎，我非常努力地尝试着克服这点。我会发现一些可以让自己更放得开的理由，我人生最大的抱负就是尽可能地开放。（嘴巴上是豪放派，其实比谁都保守...)

I know you didn’t mean to, and I know you probably don’t even know this, but you were the first one to break my heart, and even after all this time I have not healed, at all.

— 大嘴 《Clannad》

有人说 , 人活着就是为了比 , 女人比漂亮 , 男人比成功 , 恋爱比认真 . 婚姻比牺牲 , 比来比去 , 就是为了分出个输赢 , 赢的人得到安全感 , 输的人失去自信心 , 我们用情感拉近关系 , 却用比较制造距离。

别以为我对你是不冷不热，我只是害怕你对我是一时兴起