The closer you are to death，the more alive you feel.The more alive you are.与死亡越近，越觉得自己充满活力，活得越充实
Niki：Happiness is the enemy.It weakens you.Puts doubt in your mind.Suddenly.you have something to lose.尼基：幸福是敌人，会让你变得软弱，让你开始怀疑，突然就有了放不下的事。